I need to get back my blogging mojo. It's just so overwhelming after being away for so long. So I Will just start With a quick update post. Which will be short since I'm typing on a touch screen tablet... Which is not my forte! There is no option for bullets here!
Work is awesome. I could never have imagined having a school year so great. I realized last week I haven't even taken a day off this whole year. So I figured I'm about due for one, so this will be a 3 day weekend for me because I took off monday. My godson is turning 17 (god help me) and his little sister is turning 4. So Sunday will be a huge celebration and I want to enjoy every moment of it without worry of the looming work day! That and March is just a really long month that needs some breaking up!
Add to that.... Im in like, very much like!! Which is always scary to put out there, But im ”very” happy and just trying to live in the moment. Every completely lovely I cant stop smiling moment. I love and hate this moment in time.... The one where the simple (special text message chime you have appropriated for that person) ring of your phone makes your heart flutter with happiness. yea... Thats where i am right now.... And its glorious. He makes me smile. A lot.
In weight loss news.... Well there is none. Period. Im totally stuck, which Isn't a horrible thing since im still @86lbs down. But I have been there for so long its kinda frustrating. Moreso because its all me. Quite frankly, im really lazy! I do good with working out for like a week or two and then stuff hurts and I take a couple of days off that turn into a couple off weeks off.... Return and repeat... So im getting no where fast.
In baby news, well there's none there either. I decided to put that on hold for the moment. For many reasons, not just the boy... But that is a part of it. the economy takes a part, a big part right now also. I need to see where I will be financially when my new contract comes into play. Im looking at some major pay cuts and im not one to be okay with going into massive amounts of debt to add a little one to my life. I dont want to start a new phase in my life with that worry. So im in a wait and see kinda place right now. And im totally okay with that. I'm still in line in Chin@... But I really dont have faith that my turn will come there. I really feel that the program will be closed well before they get to my paperwork... Whatever is meant to be will happen, I do believe that.
I am just really enjoying my life right now. Its amazing how much my life has changed for the better since I changed jobs. I didnt realize how toxic the environment I was in was until I left it. The lack of stress can do wonders for your mood, which in turn makes for one very happy existence. I am in a perpetually good mood now and really back to living the good life.
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Happy to have an update and even happier, you're happy!!!! As it should be ... life really IS too short!
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