and the lack of any substantial posts worth reading....
But score one for the teacher.... Mob mentality students- ZERO!
Work has been less than desirable these last two weeks. Yesterday, I said farewell (and don't let the door hit you in the arse) to my latest arrival. The absolute harassment I have received from this kid is stuff I would not even publish here. I'm done sitting back and letting it take over my room. So yesterday when he brought two others into his "mob" and inflicted even greater harassment. I called game over. It wasn't easy... even my boss was frustrated to the point of lashing out at me... to which I received an apology before the end of the day, which was much warranted. There were tears shed, mine... and an offer to be released for the afternoon. But any teacher knows... you can NEVER let them know they got to you. So I sucked it up and finished the day.
Now he is gone, and today I informed the other two that I would not play this game anymore. One really tested that theory today and he lost also. But in a more graceful way.
I only hope that tomorrow starts off in a new light for the whole room. (I have other students that have been affected by this group to the point that I believe one is intentionally hurting himself to get a medical excuse from gym where they are really targeting him also. I of course have no proof of this... but seriously, this kid has had 3 dr. notes excusing him for the last 2 months.... i'm seeing an unhealthy pattern here) It has been nothing short of hell and even with the knowledge that I only have to finish the year, it has been hard to take. We'll see how it goes from here... pray for some peace for me!!!
If I don't get some... i may just start hurting myself for the medical release!!! Kidding, of course!
Winter break could not come fast enough... 2 weeks from today I am outta here!
***UPDATE Thursday evening****
WOW... maybe putting it out to the universe actually works. Today was mind boggling. They were well behaved (for them anyway), worked each period, and were actually over the top respectful... I just don't get it??? But I'll take it and run!!! Funny stuff....
A little bit less of me!
Wednesday, December 9, 2009
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6 comments:
Kristen!! I am so sorry that you had to deal with that! I wish I could just give you a great big hug...:) I know a little bit about what you deal with, as I used to work in Adolescent Psych in the hospital here. It is very hard. I will pray that things ease up for you now. I hope your holidays are absolutely wonderful and relaxing.
excuse your childishness? woman, you endure so much for these kids... i think you are amazing and always have.
sorry you had to deal with such a mess and am glad for you that it's only a matter of days until you can close this chapter of your life. i know there will be cherished memories you carry with you amidst the tougher ones.
Far from childishness girl! You are amazing, don't ever forget that! EVER! Here's a hug!
I can't believe the stuff you have put up with. You deserve a medal. I'm serious.
Enjoy your long weekend!
Wow! I'm glad Thursday was better! You are amazing!
I hope your day off was perfect! You DESERVE it!
LOVE the new look on the blog!!
You are one tough cookie! I don't know that many of us would have the temperament or the dedication to do your job. That's one of the things I admire and respect about you. Hang in there. You ARE making a difference. :)
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